Hah!

i wonder if anyone notice abt these, but i'm talking about things i've noticed pass few days -

1) KHALIL 方大同！OH MY GOOOOOSH. somehow, i dunno how to describe, he's fantastic. so damn fantastic! tht's what we call a concert is - perfomers don't only sings, HE played 'em well. so damn well! we're quite near in distance, but i'm beside u when u're on the grand piano! haha...

2) KL的查某好好野 - GENTING's as well. but so what?!　ｕｎａｐｐｒｏａｃｈａｂｌｅ～　tht's how we (2 ming) describe. yea, obviously - LV bags, CHANEL perfume, shopping in PAVILLION really freak us out! i wonder where thy got their money to spend on THEM, especially when 2 sets of lingeries cost about RM170, cheap? garh.. i only spent RM9.90 on a box which containing 5s.. come on! i assume tht isn't public, so u show RM85 to the mirror? hah..

3) kissing, 依依偎偎ing - gosh! why are u doing in front of me? making me envy or~ a hint for me to join? hah. who cares~ but why not u spent RM200+ & RM3.30 in a room? ew.. i don't mean to be closed minded, i can accept what u guys did, but not for about half-an-hour!

4) grass and flowers in the school - hah! tht's sounds more likely to M'sia. it's not what we use to do, nor what we use to organise~ ok u can bring in that culture, but why are u using rotten flowers or withered grasses?! by the way what's the purpose? the one who gets the most votes getting a free trip to smsm toilet? or those who vote tht specific she/he stand a chance to snap a photo with the winners? cheh! what's the point? or u mean - the grass and flower gonna be together after the competition? blah..

5) 少了你我活不下去－ew~ u're so damn cheap! u make it sounds like u are a prawn without the shell! well if so i'm gonna name u as - 虾膏~ (wow! the phrase which i stop using for quite a time~) buat apa byk org so.. sounds pathetic~?! ok for those who are lonely, i'm not gonna comment, i was in your shoes before. so for those in relationship - why are u telling your ONE to do this or not to do that?! err... i realise this when a fren told me about this. yea, it makes sense. why? why are u doin tht?

tht's it for now. off to nasi lemak

to the person

fdt!
i'm doing these because of u~!!!


a.k.a 方大同

很爽

不懂~
不懂酱会不会爽..=.=

变态

我在找着
那种严重变态整张都是血腥画面的那种wallpaper.
找不到

只有这个

有血 有刀
血很多很浓
流在刀锋 刀背 流到玫瑰
像刚杀人一样

杀人
插下去，狠狠一刀，对方眼睁睁看着自己的眼神
无奈 那种再怎么挣扎都活不回来那种无奈
看着他
好像很爽酱

血 就酱流着
流

杀人
人应该会有过的念头
杀手
插下去 拔出来 再插下去

他试过
也是
真正爽过

我不敢做梦

也每必要做梦


FUCK他！
stop asking me what i want!
cause you are not planning to give me what i want
and i do know
you're just using another way
to make me follow the path which you always wanted
for me? nah, it's for u.
so stop it!

god ass, ass for what's happening, ass for those who makes these happen. god, u too.
i repeat -
FUCK他！

我很头痛

墙 - 有很多很多堵墙

在前方

我很讨厌

讨厌那种未知数

尤其还要为那无数个未知数通通做条后路

啊

我很头痛

我没有

很多东西
没有 就是没有

我没有那种命
可以很潇洒酱跟人家讲：
我等多11天就会走了

我没有那种脑
可以坐在课室角落老师讲什么一听就懂
偶尔睡着开facebook不温习也能功课好

我没有那种心
exercise1&2懒得做
别人举手等着要exercise 3

我没有那种梦
我不知道以后该怎么走怎么发
不能跟其他人讲我以后要做什么

我没那种大志
能对自己发誓以后要当个什么什么
发誓以后要达到什么什么

我没那种运
我不需要用太多种方式祈祷
或许有些东西一早就写好
烧再多香上面始终也改不了

我没那种财
我不能走有钱人的路
更不能做有钱人的做的梦

我没有自卑
我没有叹气
因为 很多东西
没有 就是没有
自卑再多叹气再多
没有 终究没有

幹

我没有很不爽
我没有很不爽

幹!我不爽到爆!

I do enjoy special event

nah~ the content is totally different as the title. it's kinda boring to me. Imma be walking around with my green school bag, idling around watching some kids playing around. Am i predicting what gonna after i awake couple of hours later? might be. but it's also an experience. which i've experienced before. and also i'm not interested to experience again.

tomorrow might be slightly different as what i've done in the past few years. i'm not in the white trousers, but i might gonna stuck in a place where almost thousand of students gonna stand around me, gasping for the air which is insufficient. ohya, did i mentioned i'm still in white long sleeves?

ok, i'm actually getting myself into a mess for still staring at the monitor. nvm, i don't need to give reason why, indeed imma don't have any reason.

hmm~ lyric -
"everything will be alright, tomorrow will be fine"
are u sure it gonna be fine?
uhm, ok. i'm enough of complaining. i think i just did too much in the past few days. but how should i describe this kind of feeling? uhm. "no comment" might be a good answer? hah. yea, definitely.

i mentioned i'm sien, but
i don't mean that kind of 'sien' u mean mum, i'm not boring.
i don't mean that kind of 'sien' u mean fatty, it's just. aih, let me define sien.

sien-
a phrase which simply known as helpless in mingming latest version of dictionary. It can be used in many kind of circumstances such as (1)when looking at facebook updates - ish, what the heck is this guy doing? why is he leaving such stupid weirdy status & awful photos. so sad i couldn't shoot him right to his face, for sure he not gonna accept anything which against his thoughts. SIEN or (2)when feel like want to start a post - tell somebody about something that we hope that 'body' would notice the 'thing' but situation might not gonna happen naturally then. it wont seem to be, and not gonna be. it's a fake. so it comes out with~ SIEN

it's so risky, about what i'm doing now. nvm, i do plan for the worst. like~ have a sit at somewhere, then start snoozing on any bench. hopefully nobody gonna notice it. like what happen from 9/5 to 13/5.

ka neh!

ka neh!
路上
TMD! 有必要吗?
钱多是好但是有必要得空就打full tank带全家大小出来用车散步吗?
lao hia 我骑脚车分分钟都可能快过你啊!
路上的不成文规矩是怎么催人家快一点的?
闪灯? ka neh他好像很享受人家照他spotlight酱!

还有
你那辆老车不觉得该是时候转世了吗?
酱一直让它死不了你也会被我骂到活不了啊
尤其是signal light也坏的那种
lim pek我等到老半天
你到转角让我看到你左手按着电话转stereng
ka neh你如果当时下车我包你过后直接起车!!

再来 - - - fm
ka neh讲酱多冷笑话自己HIGH自己爽
人家CALL来ok~可是人家cal来act cute学你讲冷笑话你能不能射回他?!
脑残不能被责怪
不过不劝脑残的人不要继续脑残的人比你中指你不要骂我坏!

自爽自high的人还很多
女的只要不是哑巴没有tayar敢穿得少
男的只要头发够yeng 会kekyeng 会穿到yengyeng
通通都能被称~ 艺人,歌手
唱的鸟歌烂歌就酱一直放一直放
ka neh你知道我换台几次了吗
你不觉得你在谋杀我的耳朵吗?!

讨厌看报纸
讨厌看哪老姨被写到cup开始大一号要开始走性感路线
上porno找relevance title又不见得有你脱光光的带!
有啦一两个前几年上过咯
现在每次上报第一句一定是
"卷入艳照风波后的xx" or "因前年受艳照事件影响"
ka ne还有爆出谁谁的第一次不是给自己的怪lang
一直酱炫耀自己不配得到她的第一次做么
有人问咩有人想知道咩
ka neh! 我呸!

还有那些新新的嫩叶
不懂你有什么后台能让你上封面
歌不见得好可是又看你上节目
很感激星光评审把有些嫩菜射倒
去了回来几个几乎静掉!
可是还是看你主持时赞哪位星光帮好
看你无奈的样子我简直爽到~~~!

damn

I don't enjoy at all about what i'm gonna do or what i'm doing currently.
as well as what i'm watching and what i'm listening.

okay~ day 2.
i'm not as sleepy as the first day, but i'm totally freaked out when trying to fit myself into the scene. askin for description? yea there are~ SIEN..

sien on??
many things. but one is more than enough for me to talk about a single day. hmm~ i might complain again in another day.

1. teachers using stupid excuses to convince us to go for f6.
"banggalah krn mendapat tawaran utk meneruskan pengajian f6 di sinmin"
"u can learn a lot, so much more than those in matriculation"
"i always think f6 students in sinmin look smart"
"the school staff put high hopes in f6 students"
"老师相信你们能做好榜样给小form的看"

HEY FREAK! if so why i don't see those top students coming back, and why am i still see you helping your kids appeal for different kinda sponsorship, or sending them to IPTS? LOOK~ i don't think you are stupid, but stop lying. EVERY SINGLE PERSON knows~ there are something wrong about STP, or else why is everyone putting hopes on matrix or jpa? matter fact, which kind of jerk would put F6 as his/her first choice? hey oldies, even if your kids think so, u wouldn't allow them too.

sien~ i wonder why G offering more opportunities to SPM top scores. do they ever think of STP is proudly announced as one of the toughest exam in the world?! so why are they giving top scores opportunity to go matrix or blablabla? one more! if they wanna keep talented people, why not they lock them into IPTA after being forced to finish STP? so sad you are using the wrong way, u put the stupid dumbers in and giv them speech on"timemanagement", "studyhard", "don't give up easily" blablabla... just to convince them to accept their lousy fate. HEY U JERK! I'M TALKING ABOUT U! WAKE UP MAN!

too bad, too bad. and this is for the PEOPLE who use themselves as examples. i mean~ those who shared their stories on getting F6."kamu perlu tahu betapa gembira dan bangga ketika kami mendapat tawaran untuk pergi ke 大学先修班" "kamu perlu tahu ketika itu hanya mempunyai beberapa universiti untuk melanjutkan pelajaran" DIAO! u're makin mistakes here! ketika itu~~ so why are u still using that point pada masa kini?? ketika itu u're not driving 9288! ketika itu u can't even see PENANG BRIDGE when u're using ferry! hey~ stop it. i'm fed up listening too many "sweet words". here's a better line for u to start your speech.

"pertama sekali saya ingin megumumkan ucapan takziah yang tidak terhingga kepada para pelajar yang akan memasuki F6... "

White shoes

somehow~ this not happen so often since i'm here(er, 'there' might sounds better) i see white shoes when i'm pee-ing.

Well, i'm doing fine ya~ i always think so. Or.. 'great' can make it sounds better?! ya. i didn't sleep while listening talks which are necessary to listen or not that important ones. i did~ fishing.

since awake, the eyes were fully loaded, i got no idea why they are still here even i've took a nap right after i'm home. u better don't let this happen in coming days~ (not U~ it's me i mean)

school days - the school better make it looks like a school day. sitting in the hall, bla-ing something not necessary to tell doesn't look like school days, it's YOUR day. u choose a better tie and a red underpants before u face us, then kek yeng said "selamat pulang ke smsm". DIAO! ><

how i felt about today?
i can summarize mine into some phrases~
*sleepy*
*sien*
*not funny*
*alienated*
*tired*

erm, don't have too many 伤感情怀 about 5.4,
there are still a number or 54-ians here but..
no, tht isn't 5.4.

i do hope for 1 thing the whole day. since i get into the car. - - - school dismiss!
maybe i'm too use to what i've done in the past 5 months,
maybe there are nothing for me to hope for,
maybe i'm bored to see all those faces which i don't enjoy looking at.
maybe~ i'm still in the mood to leave. duno where, duno how, duno when. but i knw i gotta leave!! very soon.

It's Saturday night.

i mean last night.many different things happen on Saturday, before. in the pass few weeks.

we didn't stop anybody, we wish each other instead.

we wish who else go further, higher whenever there is a opportunity.

we were wondering whether there is still a chance for us to gather again at the same place again.

we've done many things before this. Before this Saturday, last night.

MU-ing at sejati pelita
Apai-ing at apai
Sembang-ing at roadside
i haven't take a ride and go round SP, but i can list out where we gather before.. few weeks, few months ago. hiuh~ time really flies.
*nasilemaktayar*myvi*kfcsejati*chafang*xianglingfang*superbowlsejati*snookercentresejati*launch*p.alobby*CIMBsejati*tesco*laksa*centralsquare*gsc*tastycorner*maesalong*eternalzone*oldtown*bistroG*autumn*kbox*cineplexv.mall*herhse*h.pantai*langkawi*myhse*yourhse*hishse*hishse*

I'm one of四大天王in sinkwang 6A, i'm one of 4 Musketeers in 44.54.
....4 musketeers~
never sounds yeng neither entau. but. we just simply named as
"4 MUSKETEERS"

Before 10th, here comes the 9th.

母亲节
我说不出
i love u mum

很爽

路上开着的车都好快

上班时间放工时间或是雨天
把车开得慢又挡在路中间
够胆够敢够悠闲

这样很爽

好心
不要在我很不爽的时候这样爽
欠干欠咒我很赌懒
手酸换gear很麻烦!

Choices. not always given to u

u can CHOOSE to turn either left or right
when u are about to reach the junction
-that happen on the road-

u cannot CHOOSE to leave or stay
u cannot CHOOSE to continue or end
u cannot CHOOSE to do or don't do
when facing different kinds of curcumstances
-that happen in the life-

Path

things u left after crossing a street
FOOTSTEPS

things u left after going through any kind of experience
MEMORIES

Check it, Uh~

i jz saw the latest post written by her or him
though there are too many lines but i've finished everything
look at my blog it's still remain nothing
after 5 days of silence it seems damn pathetic and boring.

at the end of daybreak in the past few days
i suppose to keep myself asleep jz like mummy and dad
bt there only less than a week left i could ever play
a week later i don't think i can be the same

watchin J-I-N frm the clips frm youtube
imagine if i could be like him oh tht's really cool
u might don't know him but don't ever think he's jz a dude
i'll post a clip soon to let u he rocks da mic and hw he looks

i jz realise 劉軒 歐陽靖 and zming are 3 sexy dudes
respectively we're 72,82 and 92 borned goods.
2 of em already strive as best as thy really could
the latter 1 surely nt gonna make him looks like a fool

i realise i jz messed this up and makes me look like a jerk
as u can see i'm doing things tht don't really works!

Hah! freestyle? ew~ jerky style indeed..=.=
aih who cares ------=.= I CARE!
gotta brush up the E.N.G~
come on babey!

hope u can listen clearly. watch out who's rockin' da mic!


"nobody said it was easy~~~ oh it's a shame blablablablablabla~~"
*coldplay-scientist