I've started my engine. i feel like switching it off.

i step into the small gate of the school, i think of going home next.

now i realize why enjoy staying at home.

cause when u face something mournful, u got no where to step on.

except the bed u use to lay on.

tonight

the line was great! not stuck and slow as usual, i just simply click on the URL of a clip - LISTEN! it's khalil with his awesome guitar~ｈａｈａｈａｈａ．．．

I
got no idea what actually i wanna talk about.
I
bring along BIO from upstairs to downstairs, have supper plus gossip girls, then upstairs again.
but I
didn't even flip it.
I'm
bored actually.
of listen to my dad, they sound pretty annoying :
wei do u study more enough
don't look at the book that near, u gonna spoil your eyes
don't spent so much outside, ama's cook is good enough
u cannot do things as u wish every time
have u find yourself tuition center
sleep early don't watch football
wake up! don't rush on the way to school
where are u going at this hour

i know what u're thinking and i realize what's happening.
but somehow please make it sounds like what we use to do once before.
like: nah.
tht's it! short~instant!

many things keep on repeating lately, like:
on9 till almost 3, reading books plus a "face" beside
wake at 7, rush to school in less than 10 min
have a nap from 4 to 6
voice out words which described as "rude"
texting while holding the steering
eat almost 6 meals a day

sien huh..

i just got myself a haircut
ｂｅｉｎｇ　ｌｉｋｅ　ａ　ｍｏｎｋ　ｄｏｅｓｎ＇ｔ　ｍｅａｎ　ｉ　ｍｕｓｔ　ｂｅｈａｖｅ　ｌｉｋｅ　ａ　ｍｏｎｋ　ｒｉｇｈｔ

到钟了

做么都是在这个时候很想睡？？？？？

不行
今天不能睡
我ready好要驾车了

很喘

太多太多太多太多东西压下来
太多太多太多太多东西冲过来
太多太多太多太多东西做不来
太多太多太多太多东西得不来
太多太多太多太多东西划不来
太多太多太多太多东西走不开
太多太多太多太多东西要等待
太多太多太多太多东西管不来
太多太多太多太多东西不能不睬
太多太多太多太多东西甩不开

幸好我有很多很多很多东西吃
可是我没钱买

枪声
-pong-

做么不能把荧幕直接shutdown
或者直接delete掉
我很重
往上去不到
慢慢会不会往下垂往下坠

爸咪不要烦我
姐不要在我房间on9
妹我懒得载你补习
水你不好掉下来
心你自己爆掉好不好

那个一直在转的fan会不会也和我一样fan啊

2个男生在电话上
:喂 烦hor
:烦啦
:人生
:像sai酱
:烦啊
:睡了啦
:噢（我还想吃东西）

2个男生在车上左右两旁
:喂 烦哦
:你做么
:我也不懂
:你烦什么
:我也不懂 很多小小小小的东西堆起来烦kut
:知足啦
:sien不要烦我

喂贻宽，
自己去掺人啦
还是那边都很抗拒人家mou dvn dvn找人的
楼上没有不好啊
我都有找他们看球
ka teh
keng gai
我有想念老朋友
不过掺新朋友我也会笑啊
不难

房间很乱

不过没想过要整理
它跟心情很多时候一样
像现在酱很乱很烦
很乱也很乱

If i can know who u are

feel free to click the like/unlike button, but~
i wonder who u are...

it gonna be great if there are records like how facebook does.

没脑

我没有不爽没脑的人

我没有不爽他们没脑
我没有不爽他们讲话没脑
我没有不爽自己动脑跟那个他妈的没脑讲话的时候那个他妈的没脑的没脑地回答

没脑的人
都不会当自己没脑
只会一再地讲哪个没脑的没脑没脑

很烦的时候

我吃不停

我们谈谈天气

雨天 我喜欢下雨天的早上
热热的烫斗 在冷冷的空气散发热气
懒懒的心情 没有太多复杂的情绪

早上凉凉的 没有流汗
中午凉凉的 很有睡觉的feel
下午凉凉的 耳机塞进去却找不到那种懒懒的歌
傍晚凉凉的 不吃BAKCHANG吃热包
黄昏凉凉的 没有赶功课的心情 其实也不用赶

凉凉的 没有看球的激情
凉凉的 人家的BLOG也少了过去的激动
凉凉的 不开FB没有想八卦的心情

凉凉的咯 吸
呼
SP 空气

走了的人BYEBYE
能走的人BYEBYE
LONGTIMENOSEE的人HIHI
在努力的人KEEPONGOING
在图时间的人HIGH5
在睡觉的人NITENITE
在烦恼的人STOPTHESIGH
鼻子上的PIMPLE你不要出来

oiyor..

你们的blog
hou chiong hou chiong

那个唔识的人的blog
hou geng hou geng

弄到我
hou gieng hou gieng

看自己什么都不够他geng
hou yu hou yu

哎 算了
hou fan hou fan

那个傻傻的mouse
乱飘乱飘

懒懒的阿铭
很废很废

A wedding ceremony to attend

It's not fault for following the custom. As u can see, it's a traditional wedding ceremony, except with young faces and trendy outfit.

一场婚礼
两个恋人相爱
一个送嫁娘
很多长辈
很多很多baby和后辈
几个cameraman
一个开车门的

复杂?不。
除了选婚纱 除了选地拍婚纱照 除了发请柬 除了在结婚前一晚的准备 除了当天一大堆似懂非懂的亲戚到访 除了到新娘家过姐妹要过的那几关 除了要敬很多杯茶给很多不太懂的人
剩下的 都能拿出resit来

简单咧

婚纱照很cool Ah Ping我不懂要怎样拿给你看

。。written by，
一个开车门的

傻了

你看
球
geng的几乎都没赢

傻了

你看
我很down或是很high
雨每天还是会下

风吹来都很冷太凉
生的脚毛很长但好像没作用
傻了

你看
要走了farewell多几次不嫌少
算了
拍了照还像小孩子酱
傻了

你看
我吃很多动很少
长着高的他们也一样吃很多动很少
我的腰却变越来越粗了
傻了

你看

facebook有一个人会说烟好
说自己寂寞到很够力
想说dunhill是不是能帮到

能不天天喊：烦噢！多好

傻了

你看
慢慢会有很多人回来说自己怀念那边过得很好
做么你将快变心跟你3个礼拜前完全不一样了
怎么办以后是不是今天说爱你明天走人没讲拜拜就闪掉？
傻了

你看
这时候还会有人说：很怀念哦以前我们那个时候
有的用video有的写blog有的用slideshow
好心长大了一直唱：我怀念的简直sien到
以后见面也要谈过去咩
你阿爸阿妈一直讲以前paktor的事咩？
傻了

你看
LUCAS才几岁

动动几下拍下来就人家喊cute可以上电影啊什么的
当年我也会跳twinkletwinklelittlestar啊
我也很cute过啊
傻了

你看
阿铭铭不爽的东西也要讲出来弄人家不爽
傻了

你看
现在很多人paktor很多人结婚
明修不能租court我拍照不能kisskiss
随便来两个分手看看给我comment一下
很久没有酱了
我是不是
傻了-shift/1-

好玩
个屁~
我都不懂自己在想什么

i believe it just voiced out everything. even it's only a trailer.

G!

"GOAL!!"
第4分钟，G把球送进龙门

没有人会知道
同队的另一个G在第40分钟
也把球送进自己的龙门

- - -
Ew~ i can't write like how the sport news goes. That sounds pretty awkward~

We. never gonna be sure of anything until it comes to an end. Just like what 3-lions did in the past few hours. We never know, what gonna happen in a blink of an eye, and it may alter your whole entire life.

football fever - but i'm having flu.
fifa - I have excuses to choose to stay at home, sayin goodbye to papa mami jie & mei.
-yeah,i can shout in front of the tv now!-

oh hey! it's FIFA! stop talking JPA~~

FIFA!!!

oh yeah babe!
aaih - but why TV1 only shows the first match -.-
why not Anelka?

hmm~
still doubting who should I support for - - -
3 LIONS?? hee^^ hopefully~

but is Drogba still gonna rock the stadium?!

Those days. I was on my two-wheels.

"Vrrommm..." tht's how HE sounds like.

THOSE DAYS, I pumped RM5 for a full tank, then go wherever i want, whenever i wish.

Clock is pointing nearly 1. THOSE DAYS I use to slip out from my room at this hour, unlock the main door silently, push the moto to the next door - start the engine right after pressing the autogate switch.

They might knew since i got my license, might not. Don't care, i'm rebellious i know, i will tell i'm outing, only when they realize the blanket is actually covering a guitar - looks like there're somebody laying on the bed.

THOSE DAYS, i could easily ask somebody else out. for ka teh, for burning midnight oil as well. I can easily call somebody up and meet at the hawker stall which we use to try extremelyhot&spicy sausages, plus many many cups of ice water. "RM1.80 to settle a dinner", tht's how we describe: using tonnes** of water to minimize the spicy, and also fill up the empty stomach at the same time.

THOSE DAYS, (ohh got lagu!) a big black case(bag actually), fit in between the sit and the holder. "vromm.."from B.PERDANA to SMSM, sometimes to TMN TIONG, and also JUBLI PERAK. i wonder how others thought when they saw somebody carrying guitar instead of sling it at the back, before the red light turns green.

THOSE DAYS,
"喂 等下要去哪里?"
"吓?!"
"我讲等下要去哪里???"
"啊随便啦 你带路"
"啊"... tht's how a conversation sounds when u're on the bike, 2 person riding. imagine when downpour starts, a piece of plastic covering the face absolutely ain't enough!

THOSE DAYS, before it accelerates, before "vromm" gets louder - "F! why is she doing these??!ａｒｒｈｈ～～"... thn u'll see step125 slips out from the queue, over takes proton, bmw, honda, nissan, perodua~ I often, even now.. often imagine how am i gonna meet an accident, might cause me severly injured, maybe bleeding all over the arm, or fractured somewhere else. but i don't wish to get paralysed, i rather die on the spot - i can have my photo appear with the title优质中学生上学／回家途中惨遇车祸，当场毙命 ．XD (alright i know i'm stupid enough~~)　my Dad can get a huge return(got kut^^) from the insurance agencies then, my Mum can stop worrying about her car when she didn't see her wira before 12am, my Sis can use the computer as long as she wants, she dun nid to sign out from fb after a "喂我要用".Ohya my Sis Bf can own the room solo nxt time he comes sp, and she dun nid to send RM5 credit to him when her bro is in desperate~~

bac to THOSE DAYS.. ohh.. "那个驾moto来的那个" hmm~ what a "nice" pronouns=.= but aunty, u no longer name me so, not that i've upgraded into 4-wheels already, it's actually ur son is now in KAMPAR, i can find no one when i round sejati these days~

THOSE DAYS, people see me in a weird sight when i get onto my bike, especially when it's drizzling~THOSE DAYS i don't lay on the bed this early, watching the shadow falls on the wall whenever there's vehicle passing by. THOSE DAYS i don't hestitate to find anybody accompany me kateh or eat nasi lemak. THOSE DAYS i can meet them, i just need to go taman in northern area or southest part ones, not like now. i have to call them, from NORTH - to the SOUTH.

THOSE DAYS~ i do miss a lot. but i don't wish to experience again.

Ming MIng is reluctant to do anything. everything.

是你的就是你的，vice versa

Dear God,

I'm here, writing a letter to U, dearest Lord. Here's a request.

Regarding the statement above, i would like to request for a notice about what I actually have, and what I'm going to have it soon or later. I'm tired of keep on waiting for something which actually not belong to me. I don't agree with point of view of some others, i do not enjoy guessing and doubting about what is suppose to happen next.

I prefer if U tell me through dreams or letter addressed to my house. I can do what I suppose to do then, it sounds much better then putting hopes and efforts on something which not gonna belong to me. About what I'm having now, if they're not belong to me soon, send somebody to grab it and take it away from me. Somehow, i believe U've make a path for what they actually belong to. If they're not belong to me, let 'em go.

I heard this statement before : I can get things which I wish for. I wonder if U recognize this statement. If so, please label it as a FACT and let me know what can I do to let U know what I'm wishing for! Or I can tell u what I want here :
1) I wanna be rich,successful as well. 1B is good enough~ sounds impossible? hmm~ slightly, but that's what I wish! Ohh I almost forgotten, please make it FAST! I need 'em in coming 10 years!
2) I don't mind if U place me in any field, as long as U don't stop me making money. I'm ready to do anything as long as they lead me the way, but not what's happening now! I don't see a clear path, the whinining road in front simply freak me out!
3) Do let me know where I suppose to study, what I suppose to learn. Ohya, 1 more. Whose money I'm gonna spent? izit the 2 elders in the next room or the F-ing G?
4) Do let me know how much time I left. Do let me know whether I stand a chance to experience my future life.
5) Tell me my health status. Am I still healthy enough to stay much longer? or it was my destiny to suffer from any kinda illness? Do let me know about these, at least nobody will suffer because of me.

Ok. Tht's it I guess. Since when I believe in fate. Effort is important i understand, but things not gonna go well if the fate not written so. I don't have your address, i just acknowledge U pass by here and have a look on what I've written.
Sorry for using U as the subject, cause people often mention GOD matter every single thing happen around. SO, i'm just one of them.

Faithfully,
Mingming.
Buddhist for nearly 18 years.

I do know this post helps nothing.

too bad

arh~ things got messed up after a nightmare.
here comes the vexing stuff~~~~~~

do i look like a loser when there's mishap starring in front?

I'm Not Studying

I don't know why am i writing this. I should probably start studying right now.

Well~

I do plan to study - for god sake intruders along the way!!
i enjoy facebooking
i enjoy driving to somewhere north and back to the origin
i enjoy watching blog updates from others and comment in various ways
i enjoy making calls instead of making notes for biology
i enjoy using chemistry reference book as mouse pad
i enjoy online+study+finish homework on my bed
i enjoy daydreaming on covering those chapters as many as i can
i enjoy dreaming at the middle of the night

hey i dreamt about you couple of days ago!

u don't wanna look here coz i'm pissing u off

I hate stupid talking shits in front of me. either in words or speech.
And you, u look shit in that way, especially in front of me.
why are u acting like everyone on earth concern about what u proud of. thing which is not exist at all i mean.
who cares? and SO WHAT?!

fit ones don't voice out how fit thy are.
even motherfuckers don't tell others thy're motherfuckers

but tin kosong does make noise even there's only a shit inside.