Thursday, July 8, 2010

I wonder if u notice about that

i get fury easily. lately
i'm bold, and i'm happy with it. lately
i don't have that much pimples. lately
i'm still thinking of leaving. always
i'm still easily get vexed up. always
i'm still the last-minute type. always
i don't like lou wong ma. lately
i enjoy playing badminton. lately
i enjoy spending half a day to get to know who David Villa, Xavi, Iniesta, Alonso, Peque, Ramos is. lately
i don't like to be the driver from home to tuition centre. vice versa. lately
i'm getting fatter. lately
i think of study. always
i just start a little bit of reading. lately
i realize i'm kind of late. lately
i don't like somebody else but i still have to put on a smiling mask. lately
i got something to tell cause i felt something. lately
i know i'm gonna get yellow card once i voice out something. always
i don't feel like going to school. always
i enjoy lying on the bed online-ing. always
i enjoy covering up myself with thick blanket when it's raining outside. always
i wish to own a lot of money. always
i wish i was born and raise in any super duper rich family. always
i know girls don't care either it's his dad's money or his hard-earned money. as long as his pocket filled with money. always
it's kind of eye sore to me looking at moron 'sien'ing cheap girls. always
i sound 'fuck u' but i'm not trynna offend u. always
i hit the accelerating pedal harder when somebody in front screwed me up. lately
i hit the accelerating pedal even harder when thinking abt something that vexed me up. always
i'm excited for the upcoming match! NOW!
XD

Sunday, July 4, 2010

有一点累

perhaps it's way too early to tell somebody
"i got a lot of pressure"

matter fact,
no one could tell u how to treat it
how to solve it
how to get rid of it

i wonder if those are the so-called "pressure"
but what i know is
i'm getting tired of it.

forgive me for what i had voiced out before. i'm tired of thinking another way to make it sounds better, i'm tired of doing something i don't wanna do, i'm tired of getting myself exhausted.

*ping i've told u before not to do so, but trust me i think of doing tht before.

U're doing something alone.

sitting at the roadside, face the empty road, with a DSLR. alone.
how u expect others would describe?

Lonely? a big NO from me.
Kek emo? still a big NO from me.
Shooting MV? sien. 450D can't shoot video please.

aih. i don't know what i'm talking about.
just finding something else to fill up the time, no more eating.

the morning was still cool, no sunshine.
i do enjoy a lot, but please don't make me sound moody.
is this happen very often in US morning?

planning to watch movie. alone.
do i sounds pathetic in that? ><
i miss those days, walking on the street alone.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

I wish

i kinda enjoy my bold hair.
it makes me look more likely to him.XD

we do have the same short hair
charming eyes
a slightly thick lips
nearly considered as muscular arm
LOOK! i can almost be tht sexy dude!
only if
minus the large tummy which accidentally stick to my body.

i wish. i could get rid of it...
arrhhh!!!

***i also wish:
there's a driver in my house.
i can have my sweet dream since 9
but i just came back from bengsiew.
"ko ah, wait 5pm need to come again"
-i wanna sleep-
zz

MIKA - HAPPY ENDING

people come people go
the day u're back here he goes

this morning was a lovely one
the sun wasn't scorching
the wind was refreshing

bye,
the one i use to text with before SPM
during SPM
after SPM
about her, about me, about u
about him, about langkawi, about penang
about Bones, about Gossip Girls, but not about AmericanIdol 9

time really flies
IT'S A DAY
i say GOODBYE again.
ain't about when i'm gonna meet u again
ain't about how far we are
it's about
we both just step into
2 different path
here goes the slits

bye.4 mustkeeters.
4 vodca
sentra 6879
we almost die together
but the seat belt pull me so tight
i couldn't even reach the windshield
tht's why
HE can't bring me away
so HE remains the other 3
together

never been better
to write a blog
while the song keeps on repeating
especially the part sang by the choir
-words replace tears-

Friday, July 2, 2010

Ohh. not so good

Rain rain.. go away
come again another day

...
((((~~~~~~~~~~)))))))
(((((.........................)))))))
(((:::::::::::::::::::::)))))))))))
(((((::::::::::::::::::::::)))))))
///////////////////////////
////////////////////////////
///////////////////////////
;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;
::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
.................................................

!!.....!..!....!.!!!!.......!!!!...!!....!..!!!

leave it blank

the morning starts with a freezing cold bed.
i couldn't find the blanket and the remote controller.

facebook filled with different kinda expression,
leave hatred excitement depression hopeful inlove.

i'm ok looking at those who gonna leave.
i have a couple of hatred but i still need to out a bigsmile in front of them
i'm excited of the day i can do something that i always wanted to
i felt helpless looking at my lonely bag i've dumped since i got back last afternoon
i'm hoping for something great happen, only if i get a green light from the other side
ohya i'm so inlove with the speaker, keeps on repeating the same song last night.

imagine if u pour chili sauce, tomato sauce, soya sauce, a scoop wasabi, black pepper, salt and sugar onto a small plate.
why not clean them with clean water, wipe it dry.