Sunday, May 30, 2010

Hah!

i wonder if anyone notice abt these, but i'm talking about things i've noticed pass few days -

1) KHALIL 方大同!OH MY GOOOOOSH. somehow, i dunno how to describe, he's fantastic. so damn fantastic! tht's what we call a concert is - perfomers don't only sings, HE played 'em well. so damn well! we're quite near in distance, but i'm beside u when u're on the grand piano! haha...

2) KL的查某好好野 - GENTING's as well. but so what?! unapproachable~ tht's how we (2 ming) describe. yea, obviously - LV bags, CHANEL perfume, shopping in PAVILLION really freak us out! i wonder where thy got their money to spend on THEM, especially when 2 sets of lingeries cost about RM170, cheap? garh.. i only spent RM9.90 on a box which containing 5s.. come on! i assume tht isn't public, so u show RM85 to the mirror? hah..

3) kissing, 依依偎偎ing - gosh! why are u doing in front of me? making me envy or~ a hint for me to join? hah. who cares~ but why not u spent RM200+ & RM3.30 in a room? ew.. i don't mean to be closed minded, i can accept what u guys did, but not for about half-an-hour!

4) grass and flowers in the school - hah! tht's sounds more likely to M'sia. it's not what we use to do, nor what we use to organise~ ok u can bring in that culture, but why are u using rotten flowers or withered grasses?! by the way what's the purpose? the one who gets the most votes getting a free trip to smsm toilet? or those who vote tht specific she/he stand a chance to snap a photo with the winners? cheh! what's the point? or u mean - the grass and flower gonna be together after the competition? blah..

5) 少了你我活不下去-ew~ u're so damn cheap! u make it sounds like u are a prawn without the shell! well if so i'm gonna name u as - 虾膏~ (wow! the phrase which i stop using for quite a time~) buat apa byk org so.. sounds pathetic~?! ok for those who are lonely, i'm not gonna comment, i was in your shoes before. so for those in relationship - why are u telling your ONE to do this or not to do that?! err... i realise this when a fren told me about this. yea, it makes sense. why? why are u doin tht?

tht's it for now. off to nasi lemak

Friday, May 28, 2010

to the person

fdt!
i'm doing these because of u~!!!


a.k.a 方大同

Thursday, May 27, 2010

很爽

不懂~
不懂酱会不会爽..=.=

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

变态

我在找着
那种严重变态整张都是血腥画面的那种wallpaper.
找不到

只有这个

有血 有刀
血很多很浓
流在刀锋 刀背 流到玫瑰
像刚杀人一样

杀人
插下去,狠狠一刀,对方眼睁睁看着自己的眼神
无奈 那种再怎么挣扎都活不回来那种无奈
看着他
好像很爽酱

血 就酱流着
流

杀人
人应该会有过的念头
杀手
插下去 拔出来 再插下去

他试过
也是
真正爽过

我不敢做梦

也每必要做梦


FUCK他!
stop asking me what i want!
cause you are not planning to give me what i want
and i do know
you're just using another way
to make me follow the path which you always wanted
for me? nah, it's for u.
so stop it!

god ass, ass for what's happening, ass for those who makes these happen. god, u too.
i repeat -
FUCK他!

Monday, May 24, 2010

我很头痛

墙 - 有很多很多堵墙
在前方

我很讨厌
讨厌那种未知数
尤其还要为那无数个未知数通通做条后路

啊
我很头痛



Saturday, May 22, 2010

我没有

很多东西
没有 就是没有

我没有那种命
可以很潇洒酱跟人家讲:
我等多11天就会走了

我没有那种脑
可以坐在课室角落老师讲什么一听就懂
偶尔睡着开facebook不温习也能功课好

我没有那种心
exercise1&2懒得做
别人举手等着要exercise 3

我没有那种梦
我不知道以后该怎么走怎么发
不能跟其他人讲我以后要做什么

我没那种大志
能对自己发誓以后要当个什么什么
发誓以后要达到什么什么

我没那种运
我不需要用太多种方式祈祷
或许有些东西一早就写好
烧再多香上面始终也改不了

我没那种财
我不能走有钱人的路
更不能做有钱人的做的梦

我没有自卑
我没有叹气
因为 很多东西
没有 就是没有
自卑再多叹气再多
没有 终究没有