是你的就是你的，vice versa

Dear God,

I'm here, writing a letter to U, dearest Lord. Here's a request.

Regarding the statement above, i would like to request for a notice about what I actually have, and what I'm going to have it soon or later. I'm tired of keep on waiting for something which actually not belong to me. I don't agree with point of view of some others, i do not enjoy guessing and doubting about what is suppose to happen next.

I prefer if U tell me through dreams or letter addressed to my house. I can do what I suppose to do then, it sounds much better then putting hopes and efforts on something which not gonna belong to me. About what I'm having now, if they're not belong to me soon, send somebody to grab it and take it away from me. Somehow, i believe U've make a path for what they actually belong to. If they're not belong to me, let 'em go.

I heard this statement before : I can get things which I wish for. I wonder if U recognize this statement. If so, please label it as a FACT and let me know what can I do to let U know what I'm wishing for! Or I can tell u what I want here :
1) I wanna be rich,successful as well. 1B is good enough~ sounds impossible? hmm~ slightly, but that's what I wish! Ohh I almost forgotten, please make it FAST! I need 'em in coming 10 years!
2) I don't mind if U place me in any field, as long as U don't stop me making money. I'm ready to do anything as long as they lead me the way, but not what's happening now! I don't see a clear path, the whinining road in front simply freak me out!
3) Do let me know where I suppose to study, what I suppose to learn. Ohya, 1 more. Whose money I'm gonna spent? izit the 2 elders in the next room or the F-ing G?
4) Do let me know how much time I left. Do let me know whether I stand a chance to experience my future life.
5) Tell me my health status. Am I still healthy enough to stay much longer? or it was my destiny to suffer from any kinda illness? Do let me know about these, at least nobody will suffer because of me.

Ok. Tht's it I guess. Since when I believe in fate. Effort is important i understand, but things not gonna go well if the fate not written so. I don't have your address, i just acknowledge U pass by here and have a look on what I've written.
Sorry for using U as the subject, cause people often mention GOD matter every single thing happen around. SO, i'm just one of them.

Faithfully,
Mingming.
Buddhist for nearly 18 years.

I do know this post helps nothing.