Disturbance

Anxiety leads to outrageous act.

Disheartened

It's early in the morning! Must be peculiar enough to see me awake in these hours. Mum seriously condemned on my unusual sleeping habits, in the sense that i had been practising US time zone for the last whole week, and i started my Sydney time zone last night. Wee..
So what i would do in the dark? Idling around on the screen for hours of course. Speaking about screens. something i would like to share. New age COMEDIES sucks. no elaboration. =)

It feels great to see friends around having awesome life. They have a dream(s) to achieve, they got a lovely family as back up. etc. Doesn't mean i do not have though. Worst part is, we people just used to comment, or criticize on one's so-called Dream. We would think : Noah i bet she not gonna make it / Enjoy daydreaming dude!(Oh it's 3am, u must be sleep-talking). Awesome!

Cause we all know we hardly make it happen, so why you? 

Yea i am a part of them. and HIGH 5, cause you ain't much different =D

Complexity or simplicity

Passing a 24-hour does not seem tough to anyone.
It is either move in a complicated or much simpler way.

The thing is,
it would be hilarious if someone simple trying to fit in the complex path.

Mark Zuckerberg does not simply invented facebook, he has been named as programming prodigy as he began classes in Harvard.
Bill Gates failed his tests because he answered in such a way that no one could have understand, not leave the answer column blank.

WHO AM I by the way?

oh i am a dreamer. =)

gg.com
is christianity really helps in gaining positive thoughts?
or if religion helps, i wonder if buddism does.
NO OFFENCE
=)

I just don't know how to stop

Please

Don't

Urge

Me

To

Stop.

Can

You

Please

Consider

Turning

Back

?

I can't stop, I don't wanna stop, I don't know how to stop.


T T

LOOK BACK

My 17th had been fruitless.
Truthfully, none of the wishes revealed.
Well there might be some ups in the 365 days.
I'm not that pathetic i guess.

First day of 18th was a nice one, i enjoy getting shock especially from fellow buddies.
Yea i'm having great fun, thanks again for each and everyone of U.

Facebook had been hectic. 176 wishes,i have replied most of them,
thanks to facebook.
People wouldn't know without the birthday reminder.

5th DEC,
not my birthday anymore.
Getting hundreds of wishes is awesome
they really make you feel happy*

but what happen when happiness fade away?
sorrow comes and replace the emptiness.

No. It's still a N-O.

No, I don't want to join you.
I hate meaningless outings. who cares about the new experience?? I'm not gonna boost it in anywhere.

No, $ is still so fucking important.
with $ u can go for the person u love in any kinda way. with $ u can search for another companion when sorely u need someone. with $ u need not to worry who gonna treat after the meal, u need not to pretend finding your wallet when the waiter approaching.

No, I still enjoy watching movies alone.
I prefer having monologue and give rates in my way. We'd never be the same, even point of view.

No, I just need a lady machine to sense my thoughts time by time, and act as remedy whenever errors occur.
Even there is no such thing as doraemon exist.

No, staying at home could be even better.
Even facing siblings annoyed me. I'd rather lock myself up in the room. It would be better if the house left me ALONE.

No, alcohol could still be the first choice when there is severe ache in head.
Of course, the main factor was usually the broken heart, the feeling of dejected, and the mostly with some fury. I practise - - + maths rule.

No, I believe lovers can be made.
whothehell enjoy blaming upstairs for her long-waited Mr/Mrs Right.

No. I'm not tired.
I'm just tired of getting zero points for my hard work.

No, I just fail in tracking the right timing.
For almost everything.

No. You got the wrong thing.
Too bad i don't know how to tell.

No.