Maybe, or not

but 50% means so much to me.

yes, i don't like to burden anyone of u
that's why i wouldn't tell anyone of u what i'm actually vexed off
perhaps i had
but not all.
cause i don't like to share things unpleasant
cause i don't like if others share such things when i'm in thrilled mood.

yes, i've changed.
a lot.
sometimes even me myself how much i've changed.
i don't know how i start to have different perspectives.
i don't know how i start to act in different patterns.
i don't know why am i doing these.
i don't know why am i thinking like this.

yes, i'm not good. and i failed
i failed in my test.
i failed in the game this afternoon.
i failed to make my partner proud.
i failed to smack the shuttlecock right at the opponent face.
i failed to control myself
i failed to be a successful person
i fail in making decision
i fail in putting myself back in top form after losing
i fail to be the person i suppose to be
i fail to reminisce how was i before everything started
i fail to make a change, a better change
things that i could proud of myself?
yea, i have a mom who is willing to buy me any kinda food for meal
but that's not my contribution
it's my dad.
he picked a right one.
nothing to do with me

yes, i am what u said
i realize people don't look u at the way
the way u try to make yourself look in front of others

yes, i also think of going bungee jump before
but i can do that
only if i manage to go through the upcoming climax

yes, you are wrong about what u're thinking about me
u know nothing
nobody knows
wondergirls don't know too