Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Monday night
Nothing different as usual, except different songs introduced by Gossip Girl.
Nate and Chuck are still cool, Serena still keeps on finding her true love.
Feel like talk about something else, a lot of things actually, but the kick start was the hardest part. Listening to Paramore is great.
Night without air-conditioning is great.
Night with well-ironed uniform is great.
Everyone is still fine. I'm fine. he's fine too i guess.
Yes, because we suppose to be.
Good night. I bet u guys are having a good one too.
Nate and Chuck are still cool, Serena still keeps on finding her true love.
Feel like talk about something else, a lot of things actually, but the kick start was the hardest part. Listening to Paramore is great.
Night without air-conditioning is great.
Night with well-ironed uniform is great.
Everyone is still fine. I'm fine. he's fine too i guess.
Yes, because we suppose to be.
Good night. I bet u guys are having a good one too.
Friday, August 6, 2010
今朝训醒
琴晚晏训 今朝训醒有d眼训
打个喊露转 转过身再训多一阵
你话我孤独 起码唔洗同人争被
嘈多两下闹钟都踢埋落地
手机不停有人系咁打嚟
咪由得佢响希望佢会放弃
想熄机但系搵得好旁徨
搵下搵下唔小心碌左落床
系时候起身 已经成一点
照下镜捽下眼洗个靓面
枝牙膏无论点喞都系冇
不如求其啷下口算数
又唔洗睇天气报告
打开窗就睇到天气几好
讲起节目冇嘢系想做
既然系咁我就留咗响度
我话我今日会做大事就假
好似个大字咁摊咗系梳化
平时睇电视都睇得唔少
但系冇一台系睇多过三秒
上facebook实有大把新野睇
同 d三唔识七嘅人倾闲计
真系得意 有d人挂住上网
反而同身边嘅人 冇咗来往
有D肚饿 但系餸又冇买
雪柜净番两块面包同埋牛奶
咁就唯有顶住肚 点解
因为懒得去嗌外卖
越无聊时间过得越快
除晒所有鞋嘅鞋带然後绑过晒
你或者觉得我有d奇怪
但系乜嘢都唔做先系至高境界
什麽都不做 在家里
电话在响 我 听不见
什麽都不做 好悠闲
就这样渡过了一天
什麽都不做 ...
都不想做...
打个喊露转 转过身再训多一阵
你话我孤独 起码唔洗同人争被
嘈多两下闹钟都踢埋落地
手机不停有人系咁打嚟
咪由得佢响希望佢会放弃
想熄机但系搵得好旁徨
搵下搵下唔小心碌左落床
系时候起身 已经成一点
照下镜捽下眼洗个靓面
枝牙膏无论点喞都系冇
不如求其啷下口算数
又唔洗睇天气报告
打开窗就睇到天气几好
讲起节目冇嘢系想做
既然系咁我就留咗响度
我话我今日会做大事就假
好似个大字咁摊咗系梳化
平时睇电视都睇得唔少
但系冇一台系睇多过三秒
上facebook实有大把新野睇
同 d三唔识七嘅人倾闲计
真系得意 有d人挂住上网
反而同身边嘅人 冇咗来往
有D肚饿 但系餸又冇买
雪柜净番两块面包同埋牛奶
咁就唯有顶住肚 点解
因为懒得去嗌外卖
越无聊时间过得越快
除晒所有鞋嘅鞋带然後绑过晒
你或者觉得我有d奇怪
但系乜嘢都唔做先系至高境界
什麽都不做 在家里
电话在响 我 听不见
什麽都不做 好悠闲
就这样渡过了一天
什麽都不做 ...
都不想做...
Thursday, August 5, 2010
If U are 'I'
let's imagine a story
You were at the foot of a mountain, a real high one. First, u have the courageous to climb to the peak, excitedly u started. After hours of hard rock and heavy jungles, there's still a long journey to reach the top. Halfway u met wild wolfs. They are fierce, seemed to tear off your flesh and share the prey among themselves. You ran! You ran so damn fast, slipped under a huge rock. Thinking u successfully escaped from the hungry wolfs, you thought that was lucky. Then u got a bite, it's from a snake. You don't know whether it's a poisonous one. Never mind, just 2 bites. At once u grabbed a hard rock, hit it until it due. The wound was still bleeding. But u looked at the peak, convinced yourself u must get up there. So, journey goes on.
After hundreds and thousands of footsteps, u started feeling pain at the ankle, u started getting tired. U still don't know whether there is poison started moving nearer to your heart. U keep on walking. People might comment about your determination, praising your perseverance. Mean time u getting lesser water supply. U thought there is water flowing from the mountain, but u found nothing, and u started getting worried because something doesn't happen as u wish.
Second night, you're sleeping. woke up from a nightmare, u couldn't find your backpack. Now u lost something that always belong to u, your map, your water bottle, your torchlight, your dslr, your apple. despite staring at the crime scene which u don't know who committed, u keep on moving. Now you are a climber, an unlucky climber.
After a day of walking and a fasting day, u think of giving up. Fortunately u found a tree with rambutans, but only a little were already ripen. Immediately plucked some of them, ants surrounded your hands. u don't care, keep on eating. After filling up the empty stomach, your spirit was back. U ran. U wanted to fulfill your dream as early as possible, before you get hungry again, before anything worse happen again. Now the worst thing happen. U started feeling ache in your stomach, and of course the wound at the ankle. U keep on running, because u can see u almost reach the end of the jungle.
Yes, U came out from the jungle. but u left nothing but a pair of hands and limbs.
Now u realize u out of oxygen supply. U spared a mini oxygen can in the backpack before u start, now u lost it. The peak seems so near to u than at the foot, yet there's still a long journey. No oxygen tank, no water, no downpour, no shelter, no nothing.
Yes, u have a dream.
Now u still dare to dream?
U got scars and wounds at legs and arms.
U got a thirsty throat. no leeway.
now u rather choose not to have that dream before u start the journey.
now u rather move to the highest cliff, jump into the deepest valley. before thirst drives u crazy.
sometimes people don't realize
that escaping could also be the one of the best way to solve problem
You were at the foot of a mountain, a real high one. First, u have the courageous to climb to the peak, excitedly u started. After hours of hard rock and heavy jungles, there's still a long journey to reach the top. Halfway u met wild wolfs. They are fierce, seemed to tear off your flesh and share the prey among themselves. You ran! You ran so damn fast, slipped under a huge rock. Thinking u successfully escaped from the hungry wolfs, you thought that was lucky. Then u got a bite, it's from a snake. You don't know whether it's a poisonous one. Never mind, just 2 bites. At once u grabbed a hard rock, hit it until it due. The wound was still bleeding. But u looked at the peak, convinced yourself u must get up there. So, journey goes on.
After hundreds and thousands of footsteps, u started feeling pain at the ankle, u started getting tired. U still don't know whether there is poison started moving nearer to your heart. U keep on walking. People might comment about your determination, praising your perseverance. Mean time u getting lesser water supply. U thought there is water flowing from the mountain, but u found nothing, and u started getting worried because something doesn't happen as u wish.
Second night, you're sleeping. woke up from a nightmare, u couldn't find your backpack. Now u lost something that always belong to u, your map, your water bottle, your torchlight, your dslr, your apple. despite staring at the crime scene which u don't know who committed, u keep on moving. Now you are a climber, an unlucky climber.
After a day of walking and a fasting day, u think of giving up. Fortunately u found a tree with rambutans, but only a little were already ripen. Immediately plucked some of them, ants surrounded your hands. u don't care, keep on eating. After filling up the empty stomach, your spirit was back. U ran. U wanted to fulfill your dream as early as possible, before you get hungry again, before anything worse happen again. Now the worst thing happen. U started feeling ache in your stomach, and of course the wound at the ankle. U keep on running, because u can see u almost reach the end of the jungle.
Yes, U came out from the jungle. but u left nothing but a pair of hands and limbs.
Now u realize u out of oxygen supply. U spared a mini oxygen can in the backpack before u start, now u lost it. The peak seems so near to u than at the foot, yet there's still a long journey. No oxygen tank, no water, no downpour, no shelter, no nothing.
Yes, u have a dream.
Now u still dare to dream?
U got scars and wounds at legs and arms.
U got a thirsty throat. no leeway.
now u rather choose not to have that dream before u start the journey.
now u rather move to the highest cliff, jump into the deepest valley. before thirst drives u crazy.
sometimes people don't realize
that escaping could also be the one of the best way to solve problem
Maybe, or not
but 50% means so much to me.
yes, i don't like to burden anyone of u
that's why i wouldn't tell anyone of u what i'm actually vexed off
perhaps i had
but not all.
cause i don't like to share things unpleasant
cause i don't like if others share such things when i'm in thrilled mood.
yes, i've changed.
a lot.
sometimes even me myself how much i've changed.
i don't know how i start to have different perspectives.
i don't know how i start to act in different patterns.
i don't know why am i doing these.
i don't know why am i thinking like this.
yes, i'm not good. and i failed
i failed in my test.
i failed in the game this afternoon.
i failed to make my partner proud.
i failed to smack the shuttlecock right at the opponent face.
i failed to control myself
i failed to be a successful person
i fail in making decision
i fail in putting myself back in top form after losing
i fail to be the person i suppose to be
i fail to reminisce how was i before everything started
i fail to make a change, a better change
things that i could proud of myself?
yea, i have a mom who is willing to buy me any kinda food for meal
but that's not my contribution
it's my dad.
he picked a right one.
nothing to do with me
yes, i am what u said
i realize people don't look u at the way
the way u try to make yourself look in front of others
yes, i also think of going bungee jump before
but i can do that
only if i manage to go through the upcoming climax
yes, you are wrong about what u're thinking about me
u know nothing
nobody knows
wondergirls don't know too
yes, i don't like to burden anyone of u
that's why i wouldn't tell anyone of u what i'm actually vexed off
perhaps i had
but not all.
cause i don't like to share things unpleasant
cause i don't like if others share such things when i'm in thrilled mood.
yes, i've changed.
a lot.
sometimes even me myself how much i've changed.
i don't know how i start to have different perspectives.
i don't know how i start to act in different patterns.
i don't know why am i doing these.
i don't know why am i thinking like this.
yes, i'm not good. and i failed
i failed in my test.
i failed in the game this afternoon.
i failed to make my partner proud.
i failed to smack the shuttlecock right at the opponent face.
i failed to control myself
i failed to be a successful person
i fail in making decision
i fail in putting myself back in top form after losing
i fail to be the person i suppose to be
i fail to reminisce how was i before everything started
i fail to make a change, a better change
things that i could proud of myself?
yea, i have a mom who is willing to buy me any kinda food for meal
but that's not my contribution
it's my dad.
he picked a right one.
nothing to do with me
yes, i am what u said
i realize people don't look u at the way
the way u try to make yourself look in front of others
yes, i also think of going bungee jump before
but i can do that
only if i manage to go through the upcoming climax
yes, you are wrong about what u're thinking about me
u know nothing
nobody knows
wondergirls don't know too
I have no guts
imagine the rough wind blows
thunder striking
lovely sunshine turns into black clouds
i might choose to standstill
face the storm
in a shelter
i couldn't find anything to make me feel better
nothing
i dare not to dream
cause i realize i'll be getting nothing when i'm awake
i dare not to dream
or maybe i have dreams before
but i told myself stop dreaming
cause the dream not gonna come true
cause it's just a dream
i have no guts, right
thunder striking
lovely sunshine turns into black clouds
i might choose to standstill
face the storm
in a shelter
i couldn't find anything to make me feel better
nothing
i dare not to dream
cause i realize i'll be getting nothing when i'm awake
i dare not to dream
or maybe i have dreams before
but i told myself stop dreaming
cause the dream not gonna come true
cause it's just a dream
i have no guts, right
loser
right
i'm afraid of being loser.
i couldn't accept the fact that i lost.
or maybe at the verge of fail.
i hardly convince myself to stay strong.
"no, u can do it!" these words never shown up before.
or maybe do, but i failed. at last.
things might happen again, or going to happen again.
well
somehow i rather choose to surrender earlier
so much earlier
before the game starts
i'm afraid of losing.
i
am
not
that
tough
actually
失败
i'm afraid of being loser.
i couldn't accept the fact that i lost.
or maybe at the verge of fail.
i hardly convince myself to stay strong.
"no, u can do it!" these words never shown up before.
or maybe do, but i failed. at last.
things might happen again, or going to happen again.
well
somehow i rather choose to surrender earlier
so much earlier
before the game starts
i'm afraid of losing.
i
am
not
that
tough
actually
失败
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