一个人

~最好。
一个人就不会有烦恼
没有在面对人该保持的仪态的烦恼
没有需要忍受白痴人士的烦恼
一个人可以骂脏话
不会得罪任何不可以得罪的人
不会得罪恨之入骨的鸟人
一个人可以享尽人生之乐
没必要做任何事前看人家脸色
三不五十想做些什么就做些什么
一个人可以在最短的时间内完成向完成的工作
吃饱饭可以直接洗碗
付钱可以不用多虑
一个人可以在任何时间地点做任何事
不会有鸟人轻摸你肩膀说:wad r u doin?
像是怀疑你妒忌你干了什么他还没干的事
一个人可以把自己轰轰灌醉
不会有摄像机拍下你最丑的鸟样
不会有不想说的话说给再多的人知道
一个人可以搭着双脚到处走走
走累了停下
有美女在前用相机拍下
一个人不会有太多的杂音
不会在最不想听到disco歌时听到disco歌
不会在最不想听到人家杂音的时候听废物说话
一个人可以不用承受实在无法接受的鸟人态度
不用在情绪激动的时候费神费力费心机
伤身伤心伤身体
一个人可以不需要面对其他人的花言鸟语
不必担心哪个谁会怎么在你背后说你
不必在意哪个人又会在跟你做比较
一个人做什么都是对
我想做的事我认为对我就做
少来几个烦人说哪个不该做哪个不可以做
一个人怎样都是第一
我投下的球再少也没人比我多
我写下的功课再少也没人说我笨
一个人可以不用面对笨人
一个没脑的直肠肚没脑地笑人
另一个没脑的老套鸟人看不顺就批评人
一个人可以跟自己分享烦恼
一来别人永远不会知道你有哪类的烦恼
其实我的烦恼就在于你你都不知道

伍家辉 《虽然我愿意》

Dear upstairs

This could be the second time i write to YOU, if u have seen the previous post i have posted up months ago, which is the first one.
Well, I would begin with not everything goes well these days, appreciate for some of the well ones though. I never regret for writing the first one, as u might have started something which i have requested. I should be thankful?? Well u see things like few nights i spent with loneliness and get screwed up, driving on the quiet street and waiting for the green light turns red again, and again.. do u think i still have to be thankful? I even think of getting myself some beer and cigarettes just to get rid of my stupid thoughts. It is like a 'tick' for finishing your task, or maybe u haven't done yet, u might still wondering what else should be took away.
Ohya i should 'thank' for giving me a larger-sized-tyre cause i am destined to stay back, to get to fill up my partially loaded stomach with more apai. I would not deny i'm growing outwards instead of upwards. Ohh and do u still remember those days i named me 'lengzaiming'? hmm.. let's have a cuter one - duabuiming!
Next, i would like to apologise. So many times. I am sorry for being selfish, i am sorry for keeping myself isolated, i am sorry for doing too many silly acts, i am sorry for being irresponsible, i am sorry for being impatient, i am sorry for being rude, i am sorry for giving wrong assumptions on many of others, i am sorry for letting people worry about me, i am sorry for u, you and YOU.
Yet i still prefer not making any changes. I am what you have mentioned. I am that kind of person u always thought i am. I am... mingming

Friendship could be nice, if u could find fellows who have same perception as u.
Relationship could be maintained, if u could find a partner who is having the same perception as u.
What if u can't?
It is either u learn to change your perceptive and stick on the perception of a particular person. U could be that person's best friend.
OR
Learn to be alone, learn to conquer loneliness, learn not to blame others for dumping u, forget about u, misunderstand u, learn the best way to go through the hard times by not making any stupid insane mistakes.
or else u would be teared into Pieces.

i nearly broke into pieces,but somebody already had.I'm sorry, soso sorry.
thank you for not forgiving.

Be cool.

like how the weather does.
like how DA.MONSTER sounds like.
like how Deryck Whibley walking down the subway in Pieces
like how the girl sitting next to me talks to me
like how Mark Whelberg responded when the bomb behind him explodes
like how JayC acted when he loses in the gamble

got to start practising for the run. equivalent to 70rounds surrounding my house lorong
ohya, and be cool. like nike

So that is what i mean

please
stop doing something that i always don't want you to do

did u ever think why i see everything but still remain silent?
gosh u're just gonna say: don't see la

这是一个红灯转绿也舍不得的踩下油门夜晚

与其...不如。。。

___________________________________________________
drizzling in the morning could be picturesque, even in Mc.D

*希望你听完首歌 希望你会记住我
*有D乜嘢後果 你一早就预咗
*社会有咁多问题 人生有乜嘢价值
*做人要乐观一下 希望会减到压力
*咁多人会发达 究竟有冇我份
我仲有冇希望 而家喺度研究紧
*希望我搵到真理 希望我搵到自己
快乐最後一班船 希望我得到船飞

希望-我头发还能长长
有你在身旁

=D

Be a drummer. U would find the excitement of rhythm.
Be a guitarist, the one holding lead guitar, u would learn a melody could match with another one.perfectly.
Be a freestyle vocalist,
learn to be like Hanjin, superb throat with awesome guitar skills
Hujan's vocalist, learn to be unrestrained.
or Michael Buble, always a splendid voice.

Another sleepless night

Well, u gotta trust me for once. I don't stay up until this late during school days, even in weekends. For at least a month i guess. What about tonight, too much nap in the afternoon i guess.

U see, i don't actually feel like blogging. Guess i've posted too much crap. I do hope people notice it, even it's too long or not. Today's playlist - Eminem with his rap on contempt, agony, fury, betrayal, promiscuous.. Perhaps u could already predict what i'm gonna talk about.

Firstly. I wonder why Eminem could pronounce fuck well but Namewee couldn't. Both are rapper as well, but different body shapes differ the way ''fuck'' sounds? Or hokien harsh words suit the latter one better? I just don't find anything great on doing things which is not beneficial. Anti racism? the time u click like on it, the time u share the link, u're involved. So, stupid ass holes, u guys don't have the guts to face ISA yet, so shut up because you never against the law successfully. Like how? U never do something like what Namewee did. U just enjoy sharing or blogging, in chinese still. Sorry, i just don't think you're brave enough to fuck black-skinned up. In fact, u can't. Better talk about girls.

Girls are vexing as well, and this involve almost half of the population in the entire world. but at least it's something relative, sometimes a theory could fit in but sometimes not. It's miscellaneous though, that's why men never stop finding the TRUTH, women as well. but.... let us put it aside. I don't know them well, or somehow they don't want me to know them well. Or, i don't know whether they want me to know them well or not. I've seen many notes about what girls always wanted, and yet we guys never try those before. In different circumstances (physically mostly), we never know if that particular girl couldn't accept my exceptionally ugly look or hated my sloopy hairstyle. but this is a message from my mum : ming, 你酱很没有安全感，以后女生不太敢要你。I was like, ok.. err.. u've got me, so? solution? ...forget what she had told me, something like doing something which I don't actually enjoy doing. Kinda helpless idea huh.. Even people around me could notice I couldn't sit at a particular seat for long, or get focus on something for even longer. Aih, we better push this aside.

Blogging could be fine, life could be fun too. but the probability of having fun life is so much lesser compared to blogging, as it's always there to me to face, even though i don't want it. Blogging could be a good girlfriend, but no it couldn't. I can't kiss her, or even hug her. The time i felt lonely, I couldn't hold her hands tight, the time I wanted to take her to movie, she wouldn't show up in the date. but it could be a different type of girlfriend, then it could consider a perfect girlfriend then. She could be a listener, just to listen. I wouldn't have to mind if she were upset for me, or even getting emo just because of me. I'm free to tell her everything. I told about stepup3, i hinted about the classmates i don't enjoy looking at, i shared my ups and downs and she agreed everything about my thoughts. We never argue with each other for having opposite thoughts, the point is, she knows everything about me and i enjoy letting her know. I may not hope for a solution, for most of the problems that have pop up. I've been single for nearly 2 years, i'm way too great to live on by myself, i could solve problem by myself, except some of the mathematics and chemistry question. People think i'm immature because of that, piss off dude we're just in different line. U enjoy talking dota, i enjoy this fucking shit stuff - love. U don't mess me up, i give u peace and remain silent. Conclusion is, blogging is good. Or else 'something' is gonna be overloaded and soon get burst. poooommm!!!

Ohya something about cool.
The Ting Tings is another cool chick. when her guitar on, roaring : Shut up & let me go!

Girls with hot pants grab my attention easily. "Omg she even speaks fluent english!"

5am
sleepy morning

Fragile

Superman haven't return yet.
but bad habits already have.

no, it never went off before, it's either i practice it very often or often.

During vexing period
I enjoy leave it blank.
Focus more on my stomach
Even though it's already fully loaded

There are a number of thoughts come across the mind
too bad they came, and left just in the nick of time
I do think of start practicing, for penang bridge run.
Start my revision, for coming exam.
Do more sit up, get rid of my tyre.

Yea i think about it and forget about it.
I still enjoy watching the time pass by just sitting on the table, with the screen facing me.
I enjoy eating as much as i can, then sleep as long as i could.
I often think of getting myself a blueberry or any smartphone. as long as it could access facebook express and conveniently, i could update my status more often then.
I enjoy riding bike to and fro school, and i think of what could i post on fb soon as i reach home.
I enjoy taking nap in the afternoon, but i'd rather choose stay back in school so that i could do something even beneficial.
I enjoy, err.. i just did it today. I enjoy visiting 'somewhere' when i feel like being alone but i couldn't be because everyone having good time with their partners.
I enjoy getting shock looking at exceptional scene involving people i knew.
I don't enjoy listening mum telling me how she treated a student for breaking a window glass.
I don't enjoy listening grandma yelling from downstairs to remind me it's time for dinner.
I don't enjoy watching people writing <3 HOME SWEET HOME<3
I don't enjoy looking and listening the way dad having conversation with sis. just because she is about 800+km away.
I still. . . don't know why i'm here for everything. I didn't pay for these, so why couldn't i choose to be depress?
I didn't choose these, so why can't i keep on going with the way i want? You don't know me, me neither.
我不是不想做个好朋友，我其实也想不自私，原因不自私的同时，我不想依赖，尤其在长大与保持良好关系的分叉路口上。自私的路难免不好走，偶尔抵不住气也会想痛痛快快像把枪狠狠地射向没有方向的方向。那像是一个没有喇叭的播放器，碟打着，但永远都不会知道放着的是邓丽君还是蔡琴。你当它是没有声音的播放器，把它给丢了。我当它是慢很多很多拍的播放器，我等它把《情人的眼泪》放出来。

The things you are doing,
I wish too.
but i can't, cuz i'm not quallified.

一个人好在
你要上就上，要下时你不需要上。
一个人不好在
你想要多一个人陪你上时，那个人一心只想下。
像踏lift一样
慢慢
你选择站在楼梯旁
看人家一起上上下下

如果这时一个选拔赛，我已把很多很多的很多淘汰掉。在没有留意后备参赛者的人数之前，我不小心，在一次偶然的机会下通通淘汰掉了。
导演不给停拍，那我再找上一届参赛者。

不懂叻
所以咯

Toilet

Learn to speak

That's how a conversation goes.
A starts with a moody tone, confessing his plight.
B listens, trying to be good.
A continues with a question.
B answers, as mature as possible.
A listen. then try to end a conversation as fast as possible.
You see, in fact B is still way too immature for what A have encountered, but B just pissed A off.

A mouth means a lot.
Sharni Vinson owns a nice mouth, nice teeth as well.

Perhaps Namewee does, but he ruined his so badly. Learn to be someone else like 蛋堡 or JAY-Z. They don't have sexy lips with standard-sized mouth, but they speak gorgeously.

Despite speaking, i would rather do typing.
"射手座的人的隐私是最多的，你会发现很多事情，他压根就不告诉你。当然，对他来讲，他也是出于好意，公平的讲，这些好意有些自以为是。有的时候，你会 听到他们抱怨别人不关心他们，很多时候，这种情况是他们自己造成的。他们不肯敞开心扉 "
just because i click on this and look through it doesn't mean i'm girly.

same night, same feel, same status, same pose, same bed, same empty minded. same activity.
and u? same opinion in me. i guess.
aih..