Fragile

Superman haven't return yet.
but bad habits already have.

no, it never went off before, it's either i practice it very often or often.

During vexing period
I enjoy leave it blank.
Focus more on my stomach
Even though it's already fully loaded

There are a number of thoughts come across the mind
too bad they came, and left just in the nick of time
I do think of start practicing, for penang bridge run.
Start my revision, for coming exam.
Do more sit up, get rid of my tyre.

Yea i think about it and forget about it.
I still enjoy watching the time pass by just sitting on the table, with the screen facing me.
I enjoy eating as much as i can, then sleep as long as i could.
I often think of getting myself a blueberry or any smartphone. as long as it could access facebook express and conveniently, i could update my status more often then.
I enjoy riding bike to and fro school, and i think of what could i post on fb soon as i reach home.
I enjoy taking nap in the afternoon, but i'd rather choose stay back in school so that i could do something even beneficial.
I enjoy, err.. i just did it today. I enjoy visiting 'somewhere' when i feel like being alone but i couldn't be because everyone having good time with their partners.
I enjoy getting shock looking at exceptional scene involving people i knew.
I don't enjoy listening mum telling me how she treated a student for breaking a window glass.
I don't enjoy listening grandma yelling from downstairs to remind me it's time for dinner.
I don't enjoy watching people writing <3 HOME SWEET HOME<3
I don't enjoy looking and listening the way dad having conversation with sis. just because she is about 800+km away.
I still. . . don't know why i'm here for everything. I didn't pay for these, so why couldn't i choose to be depress?
I didn't choose these, so why can't i keep on going with the way i want? You don't know me, me neither.
我不是不想做个好朋友，我其实也想不自私，原因不自私的同时，我不想依赖，尤其在长大与保持良好关系的分叉路口上。自私的路难免不好走，偶尔抵不住气也会想痛痛快快像把枪狠狠地射向没有方向的方向。那像是一个没有喇叭的播放器，碟打着，但永远都不会知道放着的是邓丽君还是蔡琴。你当它是没有声音的播放器，把它给丢了。我当它是慢很多很多拍的播放器，我等它把《情人的眼泪》放出来。

The things you are doing,
I wish too.
but i can't, cuz i'm not quallified.

一个人好在
你要上就上，要下时你不需要上。
一个人不好在
你想要多一个人陪你上时，那个人一心只想下。
像踏lift一样
慢慢
你选择站在楼梯旁
看人家一起上上下下

如果这时一个选拔赛，我已把很多很多的很多淘汰掉。在没有留意后备参赛者的人数之前，我不小心，在一次偶然的机会下通通淘汰掉了。
导演不给停拍，那我再找上一届参赛者。

不懂叻
所以咯