Saturday, September 4, 2010

Another sleepless night

Well, u gotta trust me for once. I don't stay up until this late during school days, even in weekends. For at least a month i guess. What about tonight, too much nap in the afternoon i guess.

U see, i don't actually feel like blogging. Guess i've posted too much crap. I do hope people notice it, even it's too long or not. Today's playlist - Eminem with his rap on contempt, agony, fury, betrayal, promiscuous.. Perhaps u could already predict what i'm gonna talk about.

Firstly. I wonder why Eminem could pronounce fuck well but Namewee couldn't. Both are rapper as well, but different body shapes differ the way ''fuck'' sounds? Or hokien harsh words suit the latter one better? I just don't find anything great on doing things which is not beneficial. Anti racism? the time u click like on it, the time u share the link, u're involved. So, stupid ass holes, u guys don't have the guts to face ISA yet, so shut up because you never against the law successfully. Like how? U never do something like what Namewee did. U just enjoy sharing or blogging, in chinese still. Sorry, i just don't think you're brave enough to fuck black-skinned up. In fact, u can't. Better talk about girls.

Girls are vexing as well, and this involve almost half of the population in the entire world. but at least it's something relative, sometimes a theory could fit in but sometimes not. It's miscellaneous though, that's why men never stop finding the TRUTH, women as well. but.... let us put it aside. I don't know them well, or somehow they don't want me to know them well. Or, i don't know whether they want me to know them well or not. I've seen many notes about what girls always wanted, and yet we guys never try those before. In different circumstances (physically mostly), we never know if that particular girl couldn't accept my exceptionally ugly look or hated my sloopy hairstyle. but this is a message from my mum : ming, 你酱很没有安全感,以后女生不太敢要你。I was like, ok.. err.. u've got me, so? solution? ...forget what she had told me, something like doing something which I don't actually enjoy doing. Kinda helpless idea huh.. Even people around me could notice I couldn't sit at a particular seat for long, or get focus on something for even longer. Aih, we better push this aside.

Blogging could be fine, life could be fun too. but the probability of having fun life is so much lesser compared to blogging, as it's always there to me to face, even though i don't want it. Blogging could be a good girlfriend, but no it couldn't. I can't kiss her, or even hug her. The time i felt lonely, I couldn't hold her hands tight, the time I wanted to take her to movie, she wouldn't show up in the date. but it could be a different type of girlfriend, then it could consider a perfect girlfriend then. She could be a listener, just to listen. I wouldn't have to mind if she were upset for me, or even getting emo just because of me. I'm free to tell her everything. I told about stepup3, i hinted about the classmates i don't enjoy looking at, i shared my ups and downs and she agreed everything about my thoughts. We never argue with each other for having opposite thoughts, the point is, she knows everything about me and i enjoy letting her know. I may not hope for a solution, for most of the problems that have pop up. I've been single for nearly 2 years, i'm way too great to live on by myself, i could solve problem by myself, except some of the mathematics and chemistry question. People think i'm immature because of that, piss off dude we're just in different line. U enjoy talking dota, i enjoy this fucking shit stuff - love. U don't mess me up, i give u peace and remain silent. Conclusion is, blogging is good. Or else 'something' is gonna be overloaded and soon get burst. poooommm!!!

Ohya something about cool.
The Ting Tings is another cool chick. when her guitar on, roaring : Shut up & let me go!

Girls with hot pants grab my attention easily. "Omg she even speaks fluent english!"
5am
sleepy morning

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